我

太久太久没有回顾自己
我，改变了多少？
看回两年前的我，发现
我真的变了很多。。。

过去一年，便是我生命的转折点
太多不愉快的发生
改变了我对人生的观点
对自我的判断有所怀疑
对我的人格和未来更是失去了信心

我引以为荣的
渐渐离我而去
我，还有什么可以寄托？

在人前，以笑容面具隐藏自己
将一切一切埋藏在心里
想说，不知该从何说起

看见枯萎的太阳花
仿佛看见了自己
曾经是多么的风光，绽放魅力
如今却坠落在地

我，是时候觉醒
只等待阳光重现的瞬间
再度绽放光芒

我期待着我的重生！

重生第一步
抒发心理的想法是对我最有效的良药
诉说埋藏在心里的秘密

去年8月23日~ ~ ~

。。。待续#

Hi, everyone!!!

Finally, i get to online again. hahah
But then the line in my hostel denied access to MSN...so sad=(
all my friends are there...t.t
those who got skype, let me know..
i can only use skype...keksim
Anyway, i am safe n sound here..haha
Just that, the subjects are more difficult than what i expected
Hope i can do well...
hehahahah=)

Ridiculous

sick d…haix!

I went for a doctor! Maybe  those who knew me might think, “must be something serious that i will go for doctor…”, don’t worry, it isn’t! hahah..

I just catch flu for 2days, but what makes me so obedient?…… UNI! I don’t want anything troublesome to happen when i enter uni..you know, the Influenza! (of course mine not H1N1, just ordinary flu..hahah)  Adddition, i’ll have to take good care of my own self when i enter uni d, so must make sure that i’m in a good condition. heheh… BUT!!! 4 types of medicine for a flu??? the doctor must be kidding. 6 tablets and 1mixture….haix… no matter how many medicine i have to take now, i’ll feel no regrets for saying “no,thanks”resolutely to the doctor when he ask” InJecTion?”~~~# 

Countdown 6th day in Penang

Accompanied by Vianne to Bank Muamalat in USM, to me a very unknown bank which i will never enter, but, i have to because of PTPTN. It was very nice of the pakcik(guard) to guide me thru the process, though it wasn't difficult to fill in the forms but he conscientiously go through every parts of the form, which driving Vianne-the-irascible crazy. haha.

A very nice lunch at little cottage at waterfall with teacher, Pn.Tan, as a class gathering for U6Sc2. Enjoy chitchat and get updated about ex-classmates’, too bad not everyone attended. Our last gathering before we leave for uni life.

Another gathering at redbox. Its has been a long time since i really sing, ever since i got flu.

~~~bye,nii~~~

忙，满。

今天早上做了很多事情， 感觉很满足。
一早醒来，把已复印的文件拿到学校给老师签证 (我个人觉得好像复印太多了，但老师说ok就ok吧！)。
之后，到教师室找老师们谈谈聚会的事情，但老师们却纷纷把我赶走，他们说Mr.KHOR正找人买coupon，千万别被抓到！(朋友们，回去学校时多注意！) 谢谢老师们救了我，哈哈！
之前买了一件衣服，又觉得不太适合，拿给朋友，看合不合适她。
过后，到朋友家去拿回之前借他的鞋。
回家。得知我成功获得 Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UNIMAP), Engineering in Bioprocess后，松了一口气！
接着，赶紧带昨天买的punjab suite去换。(那么贵的一套衣服，才过水清洗，便脱色了，差！)
Cousin Qhi今晚promnight，向我借了一双鞋。出门时发现鞋子的底面有点脱落，连忙拿去找鞋匠，再拿去Qhi家。
然后，到同学家商讨接下来叙别聚会的细节和行程。
最后，到好友家，与几位朋友小聚，再一块去nightmarket逛。
*一整天满满的行程。这，只是开头呢！接下来的日子，肯定更忙更满更精彩。* 
~~~佛祖，菩萨，Jesus，Allah。。。保佑我吧！~~~

Sports Day, 520!!!

一大早起床,  以超愉快的心情到学校去。一到达......哗! 好多人啊......很多家长都在校门处堆集, 等待校车的到来, 亲眼看见孩子们上了巴士才肯离开......

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不知怎么了, 特别有劲, 拼命似的在一旁为他们加油打气! 为他们着急的我已无法乖乖躲在阴凉的营里, 跑到草场, 在炎热猛烈太阳底下和大伙儿一起高喊: 蓝队加油！

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让我超级兴奋的是...... 我带领的蓝队获得全场总冠军! 学生们告诉我, 历年非蓝队夺冠...... 大家也没放太多希望, 不知何因, 心里觉得这次我比自己以前在学校的任何一届运动会更想让自己代表的队伍夺冠...... 所以我不停劝他们, 鼓励他们, 不准放弃希望, 要全力以赴, 付出所有就无怨无悔!

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终于不负所望, 我们争夺了总冠军, 更强, 更赞的是..... 我看好的两个运动员让蓝队同时也连霸年度最佳男女运动员! 三冠啊!!! 超级光荣的..... .我第一支带的队伍是最棒的!!!

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然而, 也超累的.......原谅我没有多叙写。实在很累, 皮肤也被晒坏了......请谅解=)

Gt punched by my sis in the chest during training...
Luan lai 1... too aggressive virgievege....
tot its gonna be ok..but...
gosh...so painful right now....=(